Category Archives: Prayers and Praises

Hey heres a gun now go fight on the front line……

I have been training a new employee all week to do my job at another store. They just hired her new to the company a week ago and expects her to do grasps everything about Lowes in a week then train to do RTMs. Crazy what the retail world does to people. I think I saw her head about to explode several times this week. RTM ( Return Merchandise – Getting credit for all things return that are not good products anymore) takes knowing the company pretty well. She on the other hand does not know anything about the company except what you learn in basic training. So …. it has been a hard week for both of us. Next week I will be in her store “cleaning ” up her RTM cage and getting her started on a good start. Pray for me because I have heard bad rumers about their receiving.


we’re having a baby

baby I know I have not blogged in a long while. It is because I was living. I love to blog about life and everything that is going on, but sometimes life doesn’t give me time to blog. So here’s an update…

Laurie and I are having a baby!!! She is 16 weeks along now. You can pray for us because we have not found a doctor for her yet. Lucky our normal doctor was a OBGYN and been helping us out until we find one.

We have moved out of the house we were in into an apartment. I think tucker (our dog) really misses our backyard.

Spiritually we have been studying the foreknowledgr of GOD and his predestination. So if I have time I will be blogging alot about whats is going on.

oh and about the last blog I wrote… I have still not gotten rid of my TV. I am started a fast for thirty days without it. That began three days ago.

Give GOD Glory

Three Cross HillGOD has answer my prayers! I want to praise GOD for every thing he has shown me lately. I want to praise HIM for giving me the strength to stand up for HIM. I want to thank HIM for using me. I pray that I stay humble and remain in HIM as HE teaches me more and guides me through these last days. Why do I give all Glory to GOD? Becuase I could not have written the e-mail I wrote or even sent it to the church without HIM! How do I know HE was at work? By the very e-mail I received from my pastor…..

"I am honored by your convictions, beliefs, research, and passion for pure gospel message. I, too, agree with Piper (and have read several of his books and even been to his church in Minnesota) and am disturbed by the quotes you listed. I guess I have not been exposed to these kinds of teachings from the emergent church.

My suggestion is that you stop attending that class, which of course, is what you are already doing. Adult II is a class of young couples, and the teaching approach is the traditional bible study method. The couples may be a few years older, but the two of you would fit in. A few of the couples were on the marriage retreat.

I would greatly hate to lose the two of you from our church. Your passion for people and truth are needed. However, as your pastor who wants the best for you and your wife, I want you to be in the best church for you. If you feel like you cannot worship, serve, and grow in this fellowship, then it is better to find another fellowship than to just stay at home.

Having said that, please don't leave this fellowship too quickly. Give Adult 2 a try before you do!"


Please, if you have been praying for me and my church don't stop. My pastor still has a lot to go through over the next few weeks. Pray that GOD's Truth is preached and taught in my church. And as always please give GOD the glory for that is why we are here.

The e-mail against the emergent in my church

SunsetSome were wondering what I was going to say to my church since my Monday meeting. Well here is the letter for all its worth.

“During our conversation Monday, Pastor you had said that you sense that I was not feeling any better about the whole thing. Well, you were right. The more I thought about it, the more I felt that I just wanted to agree and have peace in the class. I don’t understand it. I went and did what I promised and look into the whole emergent conversation (movement, church) and I still did not find any reason to believe they are headed for Truth. (name left out for a reason) said that I just don’t understand what they are saying when they say things like

“…I heard one well-known Christian leader … say it like this: The traditional understanding says that God asks of us something that God is incapable of Himself. God asks us to forgive people. But God is incapable of forgiving. God can’t forgive unless He punishes somebody in place of the person He was going to forgive. God doesn’t say things to you—Forgive your wife, and then go kick the dog to vent your anger. God asks you to actually forgive.

And there’s a certain sense that, a common understanding of the atonement presents a God who is incapable of forgiving. Unless He kicks somebody else.”

or things like this

“The fact is that the cross isn’t a form of cosmic childe abuse – a vengeful Father, punishing his Son for an offence he has not even committed….Such a concept stands in total contradiction to the statement ‘God is love.’ If the cross is a personal act of violence perpetrated by God towards humankind but borne by His Son, then it makes a mockery of Jesus’ own teaching to love your enemies and to refuse to repay evil with evil ”

I think it is clear on what they are saying. They do not believe or understand in the doctrine of salvation. I will let John Piper tell you what it is

God did not ordain the cross of Christ or create the lake of fire in order to communicate the insignificance of belittling his glory. The death of the Son of God and the damnation of unrepentant human beings are the loudest shouts under heaven that God is infinitely holy, and sin is infinitely offensive, and wrath is infinitely just, and grace is infinitely precious, and our brief life—and the life of every person in your church and in your community—leads to everlasting joy or everlasting suffering. If our preaching does not carry the weight of these things to our people, what will? Veggie Tales? Radio? Television? Discussion groups? Emergent conversations?

God planned for his Son to be crucified (Revelation 13:8; 2 Timothy 1:9) and for hell to be terrible (Matthew 25:41) so that we would have the clearest witnesses possible to what is at stake when we preach. What gives preaching its seriousness is that the mantle of the preacher is soaked with the blood of Jesus and singed with fire of hell. That’s the mantle that turns mere talkers into preachers. Yet tragically some of the most prominent evangelical voices today diminish the horror of the cross and the horror of hell—the one stripped of its power to bear our punishment, and the other demythologized into self-dehumanization and the social miseries of this world.

The whole thing causes me to think of Galatians 1:6-9

“I am astonished that you are so quickly deserting him who called you in the grace of Christ and are turning to a different gospel– not that there is another one, but there are some who trouble you and want to distort the gospel of Christ. But even if we or an angel from heaven should preach to you a gospel contrary to the one we preached to you, let him be accursed. As we have said before, so now I say again: If anyone is preaching to you a gospel contrary to the one you received, let him be accursed.”

I guess I am tired of this “conversation” and it does not seem that I am going anywhere with it. I will not be showing up in Sunday School at all but I have not made up my mind about leaving the church altogether yet. I could not be silent about what my heart wanted to say. So I said it. I am willing to talk but not willing to budge on the issue. Thank you so much for listening.

“You shall have no other gods before me.

You shall not make for yourself a carved image, or any likeness of anything that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth. You shall not bow down to them or serve them, for I the LORD your God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers on the children to the third and the fourth generation of those who hate me, but showing steadfast love to thousands of those who love me and keep my commandments.”

Pray for me during this time.


Pray for Shuanna for she went into the Hospital in labor several weeks early. Laurie and I will be going to the hospital after Laurie gets off from work.


footWell, I found out today that I don’t have to have surgery on my foot! YEAH. That is a good thing cause I did not know how we were going to afford living on 60% of my check. But as always everything works toward the Glory of GOD and HE has bless us this time by graciously letting me not have a surgery. 🙂

a cheap car

Die HappyHey fellow crucifieders hope you weekend was good. Need some prayer from you cool fans. I have an opportunity to buy a cheap car that runs great, plaese pray that this is GOD’s door to help me out and not just my escape plan. 🙂 Love ya